So much has gone on in the past few months its not even funny. People who I thought would be in my life forever are just slowly starting to vanish. Things are just so different now.
Starting with work, I mean we all seemed pretty solid and everything until we got our new BITCH ass manger. She completely came and changed the bakery around and expected us to adapt faster than shit. She has written up so many people for things we were so used to without any warning. So far 3 people have quit and i have been picking up their slack by working doubles the past two weeks to make sure our bakery is on top. We still havent gotten people back there to work.
Not to mention I am now attending these GED courses have been for like a month now and I have so much work to do, I really truly only get around 4 hours of sleep 3 minimum. Between work and school everything is just kicking my ass. I’m constantly doing something now and I’m just so tired. The bags under my eyes have gotten worse. I look ugly.
And lastly one of my best friends from childhood, someone I have been friends with for around 16-17 years is moving away May 1st. I am happy for her however the way our friendship has ended bugs me. I mean yeah shit went down between our circle of friends but I had nothing to do with it. And the fact that she is so quick to be so mad at me and block my number and from every social network hurts me so bad. If anyone knows her the best in this world it’s me and she reciprocates. It just sucks this is how it has to end, and it sucks knowing that I am constantly going to be wondering when I will see her again.
Life is just so hard right now, and I’m doing my best to keep up. I have found I am writing more than usual now which is good so I’m not drinking anymore like I was. But life is just so much. I just don’t know what to do anymore. Everything is so difficult and changing rapidly.
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One big room full of….
SUPER OLD selfies.
It’s been a minute since I have posted a rant yes…Welp it’s more a so a pep talk. For the last 3 years I have been working a minimum wage job because I DON’T HAVE A PROPER EDUCATION.
I dropped out of High School my Senior year (Like an idiot because I had only 5 credits to get) and I just started off my life the hard way. Since then I have enrolled myself in a GED program and should be starting college in the fall.
Once I start I shall throw away my stupid ass job and work on getting my associates. And after that I shall be on my way to Phoenix with my bestfriend Rah Rah (who is also going through the program). Then my life will finally be on the right track.
Ultimately what I am trying to say, is your never too old, or too far out in the ocean to swim back and get your education on. Everyone deserves one and everyone is entitled to one. Please make yourself a better human being by getting a diploma/GED and get yourself into college. Yes it is fucking expensive however you’ll be better off in the long run.